Happy Birthday Lily!!! Poor Lily's little tumor is getting bigger. Today as I was looking at her face...I can actually see that tumor from the outside....it looked like she had a gum ball in her mouth. =(... so very sad!!! I tried not to cry in front of my family for a long time and just tried to control my feelings...but I just couldnt. It's just to the point where I tried so hard to control my feelings that my tears burst. My tears were running down my face like a running fountain and I can barely even make out any words when my family was trying to distract me from thinking about her.

Many of you have suggested, how come we dont put Lily to sleep so she dont have to suffer. The truth is...we dont want her to suffer as well but the vet will not put her to sleep unless it's absolutely neccessary...right now...they think she can still live for a little longer. They do not recommend her to go chemo cuz it may make her tumor swell more and she would suffer. So I guess we just have to wait day by day and see how she is doing. =(.... (sniff sniff)